“I never thought I would be leaving so quickly,” I thought to myself as I crammed the last few odds and ends into my already full duffle. The room that had become my home over the last four weeks once again looked barren and dull; all that remained was a bed without a mattress, two empty tables, and the few odds and ends that I didn’t want to take with me. Leaving was more difficult than I expected. More than ever before I had become very, very attached to my host family. I felt especially close to my 14 year-old little bro who always wanted to hang out, work out, or eat good food, three activities that are near and dear to my own heart. Yet, after such a great start in my first Peace Corps site I was leaving.
I caught a ride into Loja in the bed of a Nissan truck courtesy of a local Catholic priest. And then it began to rain. Mercifully, the priest soon stopped the truck and I climbed inside. We made the rest of the trip into Loja with four people inside the single cab of the tiny truck: the priest, my host family sister, a nun, and myself plastered against the passenger side door. Upon arrival in Loja to find the streets flooded in several inches of water and my bags in the bag pretty well soaked. That night I caught a bus into Quito where I would be meeting with the Peace Corps staff and getting ready for yet another transition…let me explain.
Two Fridays ago, I had just finished a meeting with a group of local coffee producers when my cell phone rang. The caller I.D. read, “Cisco.” Cisco is the Country Director for Peace Corps-Ecuador so I knew the call would be important. In a brief conversation he told me that he wanted me to come to Quito the following week to talk about a site change. The next Tuesday evening I packed my bags and headed for Quito.
Upon arrival, I realized that there wasn’t much “discussion” to be had. A decision had been made and I was moving to a new site. Yet, as I learned the details of my new site, I understood why; the need was simply too great not to act. I would be moving to a site about two hours west of Quito to work with a high school of 600 students. The school is relatively poor (half of the students are “orphans” and live on site), but enjoys the blessing of being run by two nuns (one with an MBA) who desire positive change at the school. Part of that plan is for the school to become food self-sufficient since right now a significant portion of their budget is allocated to buying food. My assignment is to begin the process of developing and implementing an integrated agricultural plan that is capable of providing adequate nutrition for the students, faculty, administration, and one hungry Peace Corps volunteer from Texas with an fondness for tenderloin and ‘taters.
The following day I went to investigate the site in person. At first blush I was quite encouraged. The school was clean, orderly, and the students respectful. Furthermore, I saw that the school possesses considerable agricultural resources in the form of land, water, and other infrastructure that will prove essential in moving forward with the plan. Also, I couldn’t help but notice that the natural surroundings of my new home were absolutely stunning. If I am going to “suffer” for two years as a Peace Corps Volunteer, I would much rather do so in a beautiful location! However, all was not peaches and cream. The school boasts a staff of 40 teachers and it was clear that at least one (and possibly more) of the agricultural instructors were less than enthralled about my impending arrival. Furthermore, it quickly became clear that nothing was clear in terms of roles and responsibilities of the school’s agricultural facilities. That is to say, it was opaque at best as to who was the decision maker was for the various agricultural projects, many of which were started, but had never been completed or were being poorly managed.
Tomorrow I will move into my new site. I come at the request of the two nuns who run the school and with the promise that I will be given full authority over the agricultural components. The agricultural instructors will be responsible for the students’ classroom education and I will be responsible for developing an integrated agricultural plan. However, I have a sneaking suspicion that the proposed changes look much neater on paper than they will be in real life. Difficulties notwithstanding, I am “all in” for this new assignment.
A principle that I try to live by is to engage myself in struggles that are worth losing. I can thank of no better investment of my term of service than helping a low-income technical school become food self-sufficient. So much is at stake. These kids come from poor families and will be expected to fend for themselves once they turn eighteen. The school focuses on providing them with the tangible skills they will need to become successful, productive citizens upon graduation. Such a fight is certainly worth loosing, but I can promise you that I am playing to win.
Fundamentally, I see my new assignment as a leadership/management role wrapped in an agricultural cloak. The apprehension of some of the agricultural staff is understandable; they know nothing about me, my motivations, my education, or the organization that I represent. On the other hand, the fact remains that for a number of years the school has failed to utilize its agricultural resources and the nuns have requested assistance in changing this situation. I sincerely hope that, in time, we can foster an atmosphere of mutual respect and collective cooperation; I value the experience and perspectives of the agricultural teachers and consider myself a team player. At 27, I can assure you that I don’t have all of the answers (or even most of them). However, I enter this assignment with the confidence afforded by providence. By God’s grace I am going to do my best, be faithful, love well, work smart and hard, and leave the outcome in the hands of God. My identity is grounded firmly in the accomplishments of Jesus Christ upon the cross and in His resurrection from the dead, not upon worldly endeavors however “noble” they appear.
I do humbly ask for your prayers. Specifically, please pray for:
1) Faithfulness: That I would be captivated by God’s holiness and seek to live a life that calls attention to his glory.
2) A gospel centered lifestyle: Pray that I would actively love my neighbors, pray for them (including those who treat me unfairly), and speak the truth in love (1 Pet. 3:15)
3) Leadership: That I may be able to earn the respect of my colleagues, possess wisdom in making decisions, and build a team committed to the school’s advancement.
4) Maturation: That I would grow in the knowledge of God’s will and for the wisdom to apply it in daly life (Ephesians 1:15f)
Finally, I thank all of your for your love, prayers, and letters of encouragement. Thanks also for your patience with my failure to return e-mails. Know that I love all of you and that I miss you. Finally, be reminded that I love what I am doing and believe that such work matters, both in this world and in the life to come.
By Faith & With a Smile,
zc
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Zac Coventry
Volunteer in Sustainable Agriculture
United States Peace Corps – Ecuador